The back porch of my April House is still windy, but the day is sunny and warmer. It is a perfect day for kites.
Someone asked what I am going to do with my days. My two really big events today have been taking off the garbage and ironing four shirts. I’ve also enjoyed a few e-mail exchanges and TWO phone calls with human beings!
I have been less than successful at feeling fulfilled. I’m using my usual activity of eating just to have something to do. I enjoyed John Grisham’s Calico Joe novel. And I have been dancing around bits of Barbara Marx Hubbard’s Emergence and 52 Codes for Conscious Evolution – and doing her powerful Contact With Your Universal Self meditation.
She speaks of our potential for evolving into Universal Humans, which she defines as, “It is one connected through the heart to the whole of life, a person awakening from within by a deep heart’s desire to express and give his or her gifts to the world. A Universal Human is attracted to the future progressing toward the unknown, imbued with a mysterious sense of what’s emerging, seeking to join with others to co-create a new and better world. It is a type of person who has expanding consciousness and awareness that the universe is evolving and so are we.
She explains that we are very new and young, babies at the beginning of this process.
Today I have been longing for something – a simple way to help someone, a gathering of soul friends for discussion, a desire, perhaps, to teach peace skills to children and their parents – a longing to fulfill a purpose.
What part does sitting in the spring sunshine on a rented porch play in that. How to I move from place to place and find ways to connect and contribute?
I want to talk, I want to share, I want to write…